Feelings of being alone, feeling of being so numb..

Feelings that i feel when I'm alone..

Sitting on the floor and watching the raining that falls from the sky, while thinking of everything that's happening to my life..

Sometimes I feel so inlove, I feel alone and afraid for another day..


(hays wala ako sa mood ngayon i don't know what to do to relieve this feeling =(

I remember my dreams yesterday it's a quite meaningful for me..

" nalaglag daw ako sa malaking hole and i can't see anything instead of that dark place i was crying but no one heard me and in my surprise ther someone who held his hands to me, but i can't see his face pero nalamn kong guy yun because of the texture of his hand... Ramdam na ramdam ko talga yung scenario in my dreams parang totoo sya then after kong makalabas sa hole na yun bigla akong nagising...

" i was thanking GOD for saving me in the darkness and giving me the opportunity to rise again and live life"

Just keep on praying GOD is always there for us.

Believe and you will survive...

It's a sad feeling i almost felt when i fell in love with a guy and this guy says that he likes me but my best friend like him so much.. I don't know what to do...

Should i say this to my friend or should I keep this?????? or should I left this guy and live my own life???

need help...

=(