feelings that i always felt... No faith to myself,and no trust to others...

I called myself insane because of that feelings that i can't hide to others..

I want to give up and not to feel this anymore!!!

I want to get out from this prison and take my life on my own..

Happiness maybe define by simple smile, simple laugh that we use to make...

But true happiness can't be found because people doesn't have contentment in life, they always craving for more even if they had everything, they want more, more and more without satisfying on the things that they had.

Like loving a person, on the start of everything they will say " I loved him and I'm contented with him" but later on when things get rough they tend to look for some without thinking that they might hurt someone..

And days will go by regression is the next step you will do.. Regretting on something that you should wish to stay..

" How can you make HAPPY when you are not satisfied on the things that is in your hands.." Try to appreciate every single day of your life and stop on complaining and comparing anyone else..

Feelings of being alone, feeling of being so numb..

Feelings that i feel when I'm alone..

Sitting on the floor and watching the raining that falls from the sky, while thinking of everything that's happening to my life..

Sometimes I feel so inlove, I feel alone and afraid for another day..


(hays wala ako sa mood ngayon i don't know what to do to relieve this feeling =(

I remember my dreams yesterday it's a quite meaningful for me..

" nalaglag daw ako sa malaking hole and i can't see anything instead of that dark place i was crying but no one heard me and in my surprise ther someone who held his hands to me, but i can't see his face pero nalamn kong guy yun because of the texture of his hand... Ramdam na ramdam ko talga yung scenario in my dreams parang totoo sya then after kong makalabas sa hole na yun bigla akong nagising...

" i was thanking GOD for saving me in the darkness and giving me the opportunity to rise again and live life"

Just keep on praying GOD is always there for us.

Believe and you will survive...

It's a sad feeling i almost felt when i fell in love with a guy and this guy says that he likes me but my best friend like him so much.. I don't know what to do...

Should i say this to my friend or should I keep this?????? or should I left this guy and live my own life???

need help...

=(

Do you feel you want to fight but there's no way to fight for it?????

It's hard to be in the midst of the battle and you don't have any armor to fight for, It's like falling in love with someone who doesn't even care about your feelings..

You still keep on fighting to save him but he is the one telling you to stop!!!! ( how crucial life is!!!)

You left crying and asking so many why's in your life and the answer will hurt you a lot..

Time will pass and you still hoping that someday he will come again and will tell you that " I'm sorry.. I still love you.. Can you please forgive me?????

what if that someday will come would you still accept the person who caused a lot of heartaches in your life???? Or you still keep on moving and forget about that guy even if you still love him????

the answer is in your hands..

He is my shoulder so that I can lean on, He is my hands whom lead me to paradise, He is my eyes so that I can see the light, He is my mouth so that I can speak about Him, and He is my heart so that I can lived my life..

And most of all He is my savior who always help me in this life that full of trials,

His love for us is abundant and no one will be like him..

And He is my friend and His name was Jesus Christ..

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questions that is so hard to explain yet it's hard to know.

questions that always find answer..

As i grow older my realization in life goes deeper but telling you the truth i can't find the answer about the essence of my life, why am I in this world,what's the importance of my life and what if I can't accomplish my task.. many what's running in my mind...

I remember my childhood days "dati simple lang ang buhay parang walang problema, dati nasabi ko sa sarili ko " bakit kaya may mga taong nagpapakamatay pag may problema", samantalang madali lang namn eh di wag mong problemahin di ba????, but now all things was different ngayon ko lang nalamn mahirap palang magkaron ng problema, yun bang pakiramdam mu katapusan na ng mundo para sayo., pero buti na lang cguro may mga kaibigan tayong nanjan para tumulong at magpasaya sa atin., parang dun ko naramdaman yung buhay, buhay na sinasabi nilang dapat mahalin at pahalagahan parang dun ko din nakikita yung essence ng buhay ko na di ko pa din maintindihan na minsn naguguluhan pa din ako..Kasi may mga bagay na mahirap ipaliwanag at mahirap intindihin..

And i can't find the words to say I know my life is.

you do you really know the essence of your life???????(can you tell me about yours??)

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GOD BLESS!!!!!

All things in this world are changing even people does, when I was a child I don't even

care about all the things that surround in me all I want is my doll that is always in my

side. But when i go through my life I suddenly feel that changes, changes that brought

me to confusion... I was unable to think the reasons of their changing or the reasons

that they shown up to me.

Confusion is running in my mind, and i can't get along with it.

You? can you tell me the reasons of their changing????